If you are reading this then a very very long time has passed, a generation has been probably lost, the generation of my father have grown old, and I am on the brink of being called a very old man...I don't know if what I have to say then will be any different than what I am saying now...but here it goes anyway...this will probably be the first of my many communiques...well it is inevitable...as I learn more...experience more...feel more...my perceptions and thoughts will transform...and probably so will what I have to say...
You may never come...you may never happen...which is probably not true if you are reading this...but know this...even now...although you are years away from even coming into existence...you are the sole purpose of life...your life...or rather your quality of life...your prosperity and success is all that matters...I am obssessed with you...and I know that by the time you read this...my obssession with you might have frustrated you many times...and I am sorry...but spare me as this is my curse or rather my blessing...you see...I have come to believe...that "Tu sera donc je suis"...being might be self explanatory...self justified...but not mine...you are the continuation that justifies all of this...and in this day and age, that I am writing you this...such a thought petrifies me...as I know...every mistake...every choice...will affect you...but well who better than you to judge...when the time comes...the judgement will be yours...yet please spare the old man's feelings because after all he is guilty of his affection for you...you have always been first...and what am I but a shield to protect you?
well, that just about does it for now...see you...I guess...
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
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