No...No...Not me...

You have made me so bitter...too bitter to forget and forgive...

My wrath and my sorrow...my curse...hum...not on you...on me........

I'm not fun...I know that...that's nothing new...

But I am steady...reliable...faithful...I am weathered...I've been through it all...and here I am...vulnerable only to you...

Have your fun child...and when you need a shoulder as solid as a rock to hang on to...I'm there honey...your life...your happiness will be my goal...I will lift you up...carry you through...that's the sort of guy I am...

not fun to be with...yep...that's me..............

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I feel like I have taken a serious beating...hurt...exhausted...confused...

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I am like that...a lousy first impression...and an unremarkable second impression...
Moi...je suis comme ca...