Farewell

I start.....cheerful & hopeful...I recall the good moments, moments of hope, of lust.....I am excited....I can barely breathe.......

I continue...anxious & waiting....I recall the stressful moments, moments of uncertainty, of patience.....I can barely breathe.......

I end.......sad & depressed....I live the unhappy moments, moments of saturation, of agony, of passing by......I can barely breathe........

I await the final call, the final curtain, dunno what the play will be, but I'll sure play it, and I hope for best, no I believe in best.....foolish?! may be...but I rather be a fool than........

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This is also part of the bargain,

when it should go, they should all go, my soul is closed, he is gone, these are the places where he does his business, and now I wager them, I wager them for her, it's like a promise...it is either her or no way out.....

I hereby declare this place closed until she permits me otherwise......

well this it.....this is Don Julio De La Marquee signing off.....Good Night.